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Walking with God means different things to different people. To me it means being myself good and bad. I am always walking with God because he is always with me. At times I may be ignoring him but he is there just the same. It seems that when I am most vulnerable is when I become the most aware of his presence. I don't always feel him there, in fact I guess most of the time I don't. There are times when I sense his presence and some times these moments are so powerful I literally fall down or almost fall down. I never know when this may happen. It always takes me by surprise.
I do not doubt God's existence. That is not my thing. I have plenty of things I struggle with but doubting God's existence is not one of them. I do not look down on people who do doubt God. I just don't and I guess that is because I have had so many past experiences with him that were not primarily intellectual in nature but simply physical and emotional. I could literally feel him in a palpable way that was overpowering and this experiential knowledge is now deeply imbedded with in me. This is helpful in the day to day because when I am faced with challenges that feel overwhelming I can remember that I am after all not alone.